It's 4 hours, 55 minutes as the Garmin strikes 20 miles. Based on what I recall of the route, I have between 6 and 7 miles to get back to the car. I start thinking how I'm on track to log in a solid time for this bear of a loop. All that remains is getting my ass up and over Pawnee Pass.
(Pawnee Pass tucked behind the pointy pinnicle)
The Indian Peaks Wilderness Area is a spot I've logged in many miles over the years. My National Geographic Topo is marked up with notes and highlights of all the trails I've covered during my training runs. Till this morning, the only pass I have yet to cross within the area was Buchanan Pass.
I arrived to the Long Lakes parking lot before 6am Saturday morning. A few bathroom brakes, some last minute food/liquid and I was off heading towards the Mitchell Lake parking lot at about the time the sun was lighting up the eastern peaks of the divide. I hit start as I left my car but walked the first 0.6 miles of paved road. Once on the trail, my slow trot began.
My pace is slow as I'm carrying 70 ounces in my Nathan pack along with 22 ounces in my handheld. Today's run was all about being on my feet, not logging in a fast time. A quick climb up the Mt. Audubon trail and before long I merge with Beaver Creek Trail and start my decent to Coney Flats. The weather early on consists of cool wind and solid cloud cover. A nice decent leads me thru the Coney Flats parking lot and I begin the tame ascent up to Buchanan Pass. The scenes up to this point are a bit lacking. Yeah the wind swept landscape along the eastern divide is very cool, but honestly nothing to write home about. But this is the Indian Peaks and it's all about the passes, numerous creek crossings and surrounding rugged peaks.
I'm power hiking the last mile up to Buchanan Pass. From the east side, the pass is pretty tame visually. As you head west, the real views come into play as far as I was concerned. The next hour leads down the beautiful valley as it mergers with Cascade Creek.
(Buchanan from the East side)
(Buchanan looking West. Note Fall in the high country)
The running is feeling easier but still slow and I'm staying on top of hydration and calories. At just under 9,000 feet I meet the Cascade Creek trail and from here I have 6 plus miles and a 3,600 feet of climbing ahead of me to reach the top of Pawnee Pass. The Cascade Trail is easily my favorite trail in all of the Indian Peaks. It was 9 years ago that I first hiked this trail. A few friends and I made it all the way to Crater Lake beneath Lone Eagle Peak for an overnight camping trip. It was my first overnight outing and laid the foundation for my love affair with the mountains.

A few miles later I merged onto the Pawnee Pass trail feeling good. I ran when I wanted to, power hiked when I wanted to. Rarely did the terrain dictate my pace. I just went with however I was feeling at the moment in time.
As mile 20 hit on the Garmin, I was honestly feeling pretty good. I had 1.5 miles to go to the top and was feeling pretty damn good about completing the route in 6 hours and 15 minutes.
For those who have never seen Pawnee Pass with their own eyes, any pics I contemplated posted would not do it justice. Specifically the western side of the pass. Some 20 or so technical switchbacks along the face of a 1,600 foot cliff is what one encounters on this bitch of a pass. The pass itself is easily my favorite in the state.
As my climbing starts, something decided not to click. My power hike became a drunk shuffle. I some how continued my climb without stopping but once at top I took a long 10 minute brake right at the divide itself. It had taken me almost 50 minutes to cover 1.5 miles. It was at this point I was pretty much done with my run. The remainder 4 plus miles to the car can get extremely technical with loose scree and I didn't want to risk a rolled ankle or anything worse with 3 weeks till Steamboat. But a quick look at the surround weather forced me to get going quickly.
(At 12, 541', darks clouds like this scar me)
So reluctantly, I started my run back to the car. Before long I was at treeline, then Lake Isabelle (why does that lake look so beat up now???) and then finally merging onto the west side of Long Lake. From here I mixed in some running with walking. 6 hours and 42 minutes later, I was back at my car. Rain was now falling and the thunder rumbling high above.
Exhausted mentally and physically, the first thing I thought about upon completing the run was what if I ran the route the other way. Knocking out Pawnee Pass first. Where would I be at mile 20? Would running the route this way be easier? A minute or so of contemplating this topic led to no quick answer. And it didn't matter. As the minutes ticked by after completing my run, my breathing started to come under control. My muscles started to relax and a nice stroll around the parking lot to stretch out relaxed me a bit.
It was at this time that I realized that it didn't matter what direction I went. I just spent damn near 7 wonderful hours running around the high country. During this time frame, I experienced sun and wind, wild flowers and wild mushrooms. I saw fall conditions up high and summer down low. Crossed paths with numerous hikers and a few runners. I had just completed the freaking North Loop in the Indian Peaks Wilderness Area. And right then and there it occurred to me. How fucking cool was that!!!!

